Over-thinking is the worst

So I've always told people to never over-think because it is one of the worst things. It makes you feel like shit because you link one bad thing to another and then get yourself feeling more down and suddenly, you're going down this subconscious never-ending spiral that you cannot seem to release yourself from.

I've been doing this a lot recently. I'm one of those people that would always be there for advice or help if you ever need it and I'm a shoulder to cry on but do I ever listen to myself and take my own advice? Do I heck. You're with people, you're having a good time, a wonderful night with the people you love and people that love you and you're having a whale of a time but then BOOM! Once you're on your own, that's it. That's when you lead yourself into ghost mode and take yourself to somewhere you never want to be but just cant help but be there instantly. Once you're on your own, you reminisce on life, start to ponder and think of the 'if's' and 'buts'. Well let me tell you something, if 'if's' and 'buts' were caramel and nuts, we'd all have a Merry Christmas, but they're not.

Moving on is ever so hard however. Trying to move on from that one person, place and moment is the hardest thing when once, it meant so much to you at the time. You replay it in your head and hope you'd go back there somehow. Wishing you were Dorothy and that you could click you red glittery shoes and just be there in an instant. 

There's a lot of people you meet throughout your lifetime, A LOT. Some get closer to you then others and it kills me inside when I suddenly become distant or separated from that person I was once so close to. 

I can't forget them, I know they want me to want them, I want to, but sometimes, I can't forgive them, so when it's all over, don't blow your composure.